hentai_jeff's Journal

7:50am: been awhile but this is important...
yesturday at 3:40 EST my son was born
he's 7 lb. 15 oz. and cute as can be.

1:21am: ....damn life....
well now it looks like things are going down agian...(at least it's never with Ashley but I am planing something for her in a couple months that I don't want her to know about ;D) my WRX got broadsided on it's way to Paris so now I'm without a racer agian... I went through my friends list and discovered a post that really ticks me off, I won't say which one it is but I will say it's not one of yours honey ;) (like I'd have the audacity to say something bad to you in anyway but your face ;)) but the biggest thing right now has to do with something from last year... some of you reading this will know about my hormone imballance, well now they know it wasn't entirely my hypocondria that started it... I have a tumor on my pancreaus that aided in the production of the hormone (not that I or my doctor are suprised cause that hormone is supposed to come from a placenta afterall) but there's a chance that it may be inoperable... I'll keep posting updates for thouse who care about that.

1:20am: w00t w00t I'm 19 now :D
::returns to his hyper personality for just a bit (a certian few exes might want to treasure that cause you're not seeing it agian till I turn 21 :P):: Well I'm finaly having a good BD week that dosen't have to be good just cause of how it ends (although ashley you might want to find a way to make that happen anyway ;)) Hmm anyway now that my 19 moment's over let's move on to recent things :D They built a new Rally track up north near Paris so that's where my team's relocating now, oh and they're starting my on autocross now so w00t although this does mean I'll have to go back to CT and that really sucks cause now leage rules say I need a physical BEFORE every race and the only place that can do it is that damn hospital... Not to mention that is where Melody and the baby died so that's gonna hold some bad memories... oh well I'll just have to get over it cause that track is fucking great. As far as DJO goes I got put on D-sec now so everything's great :D. I also got promoted to Lt. and got the SL spot in Wyvern so I'm finaly taking things somewhere with that :D

4:53pm: hmm now this is fucked up...
just got the final autopsy results on Melody, including the paturnity tests on her baby... turns out it really was mine. So I nearly had a son and didn't even know it was mine... That's really fucked up don't you think? Oh well the way things are going with Ashley and that little confession I got yesturday I wouldn't be supprised if it happens agian and I know it's mine this time(and remember honey you're the only one who reads this and cares ;)). Paul found a girl at school who scares the hell out of me. not cause she's suppost to be scary but she's a combinition of all my exes... She's even pregnant and named Mel for god sakes... hmm it's almost his 18th BD let's see what happens to the poor guy.

2:53pm: hmm everything happens at once agian...
Well I'm geing convenced of a few things now. #1 my ex GF Norma broke up with her husband cause he was a total asshole and met a new guy on FF XI (sound familure?). Not only that but another ex of mine just died, brings me down to knowing 5 Mels now dosen't it? Oh well she was a psyco bitch stalker anyway so it dosen't really matter, well unless that baby really was mine which I really doupt. hmm what else? Oh yeah a few of the girls I've liked in the past are starting to come to me asking me out... which is weird cause this seams to allways happen when I start to get close to a girl. Speaking of which I'm excited cause Ashley finaly opened up to me last night :D

3:04pm: Well this sucks, Mark, our #1 driver on the team juat got wind that there'll be WRC scouts at the race in Japan so he wants to go. Before everyone was letting me go cause they didn't care and they knew I wanted to see Japan. It's not that I don't get to go that annoys me (in fact I'd rather hold off on going there until I know the launguage better)it's just that the only reason he wants to go is to try to get into the pros. Oh well just means I can go see Ashley when she's off work :D

1:32am: OMFG this is a dream come true...
ok I went to the doctor today and now my ribs are officialy healed and I'm cleared to race again :D. Just in time too, we have an invitational to Japan this weekend :D. Finnaly I get to spend some time there, granted I'll be busy the whole time getting the car rdy but I'll still be there for a weekend :D. heh guess the C-130s are gonna get a good ride this weekend, doubt they've ever been flown this far in one trip, even when they were still militarized :D

11:28am: Yes finaly good things are happening :D
Yeah you heard me, Good things are happening. Not only have I been promoted in DRL, but I got cleared to at least do Rally coaching again. Doctors are still worried about my ability to drive under rally conditions but they're now sure the lateral Gs won't hurt me, which is a step in the right direction. This also means I can make some money, being a semi-pro Rally driver/ rally coach doesn’t pay the bills unless I race, granted all my medical expenses are paid for since I got injured in a race and they provide a car for me to use on the track but I also have to pay the bills on my daily driver or else I'm not even gonna be able to make it to the track. Hopefully soon I'll be able to go back to work at my moving job and make enough on the side to buy a new car, hopefully one of those hybrids (gas costs too much now-a-days)
In other news, my ex is now convinced that the baby's not mine and as such has told me she's getting an abortion. She tells me that with it not being me there's only one other person it could be, and that was rape. As she still says she loves me even with my avoiding her due to some meddling on her part with a few of my other exes she only wanted to keep the baby if it was mine. Honestly if she had her shit strait I might consider settling down with her, I mean she's 5 years older then me, basically my Godsister, and a bit on the stalker side but underneath it all she's a good person...

2:25pm: Oh great and now this...
I get home from all that shit and what do I find upon my return? Another one of my exes is pregnant, but get this one, she says it's mine. Good thing it's definitely not true due to my hormone imbalance. For at least a year I'm sterile, yeah I can’t fucking have kids (probably a good thing at 18 but yeah :D) now I’m gonna have to go through all this crap to prove to her that there’s no way I’m the father and she’s hard to convince even with the medical papers to prove it.

1:51pm: Finaly..... I missed this freaking state...
Man I hated the last 2 weeks, stuck in a hospital bed in fucking Connecticut with a broken rib, a collapsed lung, and some muscular damage in my left arm is not fun. Especially when they neglect to contact your doctor back in Texas and they caught my hormone imbalance and started treatment for it that we had tried in Texas and discovered that it didn't work, in fact it made it worse (I started lactating this time too sons of bitches) But now I'm back here in Texas with plenty of time for school cause I'm obviously not gonna be racing again anytime soon, as much as I wanna I'm still in constant pain and racing would just make it worse. ::sigh:: last time I take on a n00b as his Rally coach and let him try out a coarse in another state like that, thought he would be able to handle that turn too...

1:56am: finnaly posting agian...
since I've noticed that I've been using my account to basically stalk certain others I figured I'd just do a quiz that the person I stalk the most did recently anyway here's the results

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

I'm surprised by a couple of thouse like Paranoid and Histrionic but other wise it hits me perfectly

1:46am: bah!!!
::sigh:: I just got my SAT scores and to put it in a nice neat summary they sucked!!! 940 overall... what really sucks is I poured my heart and soul into that test and in the end I didn't even hit my minium mark... oh well I finally did something I needed to do a long time ago I went and set things straight with my ex's parents. To put it short I fucked things up there and I'm sure I didn't even do much to repair it but at least they know now that I'm not a coward (well I am but I still have my honor to defend :D)Anyway after that her and me went out and relived old times... I never knew how much I missed thouse days eather ::sigh::

2:03pm: Well Better get started with this thing...
hmmm I've had this account forever and I've never posted. Well I guess I'll just start like I usualy start these things. By suming up my life at the moment :D. Well Being an officer in 2 different Game clubs on DJO consumes up alot of my time. Good thing they actully count on Resumes (tried it so I know :D) and it's fun so it's all worth it :D. Right now though the more accesable one DRL is the most time consumeing because I not only have a higher rank but my Direct CO just retired leaveing me sort of lost (he was in my position untill he got promoted to his last position, which ironicly had my recruiter in there before him :D)But I guess I should get SOME RL in here right? Well I guess school's going great for me I have my tests for A+ certification comeing up very soon and thouse will be tough, good thing I'm ready for them :D.